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Since I was three you've always been my partner in crime. I never thought I would lose you, but I did. And I can't handle this. I wish I stayed with you longer last night, and I wish I could've hugged you goodbye. I will always love you and miss you so much.

r.i.p.
napppoo
:(

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why does it feel like nobody really ever cares about what others say unless it involves themselves? people are so selfish nowadays, it's so fucking annoying.

also, i wish that those who are insecure would take their problems and shove it up their ass. bringing other people down won't make you feel any better in the end. fucking idiot.

and since when did swallowing/smoking/snorting any sort of drug become a must on everyones agenda for the day? thats cool.

can someone please be my friend?

i'm so scared that i'm going to lose you any day now. i am so scared. i regret ignoring you, and letting anyone ever do anything that would've made this worse, and it's so hard watching you bearly hang on to your life. i know you'll always know that i love you so much. and i miss you.

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you're beautiful
just the way you are
and i love it all
every line and every scar.
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I got a new cell phone! let's applaud
Current Mood:
peaceful peaceful
Current Music:
ENUR!
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i feel empty. and i dont know why.
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i miss my best friend
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please no.
Current Mood:
scared scared
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it would suck to have a gray cloud over your head at all times.

yesterday was my birthday party. considering no one ever has fun at their parties, i had a good one.
i don't understand how some people can be so rude.

tomorrows my birthday. 19! holla.

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I dont know how I got so lucky,
but i'm so glad i have you<3
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I don't like shit talk.

& I find myself doing it.
Regularly.
Then when i find out others are doing it, about me.
It really bothers me.
And I know I've said this before
BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
I'm quitting.
Or atleast attempting.

i
love
you

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So life is super.
My birthday is coming up very soon, that's pretty cool. I can't wait to see all my amigos and cucurachas. Maybe I should make my party mexican themed?
updateupdateupdateupdate! )
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what the FUCK is wrong with me?
Current Mood:
sick sick
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not even 3 years? that's sad.
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I wear a MEAN dark pair of shades
SO middle school. let's save the drama for your momma!


hehelheheihehetheheEheherheheahahalhahalhahay!

goodnight ladies, gentlemen, & zoebawlz
Current Mood:
allergic
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This past week has been pretty adventurous.
I'm way lazy when it comes to school, ALREADY. I'm having a tough time staying in class... which is pretty bad, considering it's only the 3rd week. PBCC is such a joke. I'm not complaining about that, at all, buttttttttt... you know. My 4th class is Art History 2. I'd rather be doing anything else in this world than that. Well not ANYTHING, but still. The things you have to sit through just to graduate. I swear, it's ridiculous.

So. Matt & I went on a super hawt date on Saturday. Our intentions were to go to the beach, but it started to rain. Whateva tho. I had a good time killing babies on 95 & off-roading in a car in da ghetto of downtown ft laudy.

Myself, Matt, Marissa, & Lisa took a trip to the Hardrock on Sunday. Everything would've been perfect if..
-I didn't light my hair on fire
-We didn't find a fried chicken feather in our chicken wings at Hooters
-Marissa and I didn't get hit on by a 40 year old. (Although he was pretty hawt).

+I did win $10!!!!!!!!!..

-but shortly lost it.

Anyways.

Last night I went to the Olive Garden with 1/4 of my Dad's family and Matt. That resturant sucks so much dick it's ridiculous. My momma got pretty crunk-a-fied, and tried to convince Matt to become a Catholic. How embarrassing. Apparently they love each other.. because he texts her more than me. Deck

The night ended off swell. Had a lovely sleep over with muh shorty. Our schedule was a little off. We were a couple hours late of 10 o clock. My fault. Guess I got punished for it. POUND IT!
Had an AMAZING breakfeast in bed.. POUND IT!:D

So today at work, my buddy came in crying. She's been dealing with some deck for a long time. It bothers the shit out of me how she lets him treat her. Reminds me of myself a few years ago. It's crazy. It takes forever to learn whats right and whats wrong, and when you figure out the truth about everything, it's like what in de hell was i thinking?

Life is so good right now, it's ridiculous. Let's not jinx it, sphenix it.
Right?

That's not the real you. Ok? Ok? Ok-k-kizzayyy!

I love being offered chances of a lifetime. I hope this falls through. Cause than Will Ferrell, Chris Kattan and myself can go out singing, "What is Love?, Baby don't hurt me... No more."

Current Mood:
Lazy
Current Music:
You're mother fucking face.
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have you always looked like this? you almond shaped objects.
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ive had this journal 5 years. das cwazy
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!!!! )
Current Mood:
anxious anxious
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this need to end.

i'm so happpppppy youre here!

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